Tuesday, July 14, 2009

Hullo people (no one, I just wanna say that when I say no one, I don't mean that whoever is reading this (no one) doesn't have a personality or something), haven't written in some days. My birthday was fine, considering my sister had the swine flu. I went to the mall (with my mom, unluckilly) and I bought a playstation 2 game, along with a sweater, but it was really cool, because when it is outside, it changes color, really cool. The competition was fine, I didn't win or anything, just fine. Today I had to go to swimming lessons at ten, which doesn't sound very early, but it is cold at that time (it's winter here), besides, I started swimming two hours, and hard, so it really was like 3 hours. Now, I won't have anything left to do

besides sitting in front of the computer and type. Besides, one of my cousins thinks my party will be princess themed, and I'd rather throw myself out the window than do that. I'm going to buy myself a fur real friend, even though it sounds childish, I just love stuffed animals, they are so cute, the one in the photo is the one I want :P. Well that's about it for today, b-bye.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Is dreading your own birthday bad? I think so. Today, my stupid sister (did I metion she's a pain in the but?) got sick, so on Saturday I was supposed to have a small party, but beacause she got sick, I am going to have to suffer my birthday with my favorite cousins (you know sarcasm right? that was an example). For the first time in my life I hope that my birthday doesn't come. Not if I'm going to be bored with a sister who bosses everyone around cause she's sick. The worse part is that since my birthday was delayed, I will have to celebrate it with my stupid sister, so she'll go around telling everybody it's her birthday, I haven't done my birthday party with her since I'm like five. I wish she hadn't been born, or that she was born later, then my everything would be bigger, a bigger house, more clothes, everything better for my life, besides, I think I deserve it, I'm not the one who came to the world dedicated to ruin my sisters' life. My parents adore her, she is always the innocent one, they just refuse to believe she is the one that lies all the time. Besides, I always have to do what she wants me to do because "she is smaller and she doesn't understand" Guess what, I STARTED UNDERSTANDING WHEN I WAS FIVE YEARS YOUNGER THAN SHE IS NOW. Basically, she is so spoiled she makes me want to throw up. Maybe my cousin (other one, he really is the favorite) is right, maybe I should escape and go live with a friend, were my birthday would be celebrated properly, were someone actually cared about what I want and not only what my sister wants. If anyone ever reads this, please comment, and say what you think, even though it may be to late for that to be useful to me. Well, That is it, I'll write again after swimming lessons.

Yeah, so I'm back people (or no one), swimming went fine today, but for some seconds I felt as if C had been brainwashed by F, beacause she was obsessed with beating me, which kind of freaks me out beacause I don't like it when people are so obsessed with something, besides, she's my best friend so it is kind of scary to see her so mean. Well, my sister went to the doctor, and unfortunately, she didn't have the swine flu, which was what I expected. It turns out that since she's sick, my super over protective uncle, probably won't let them come. So I started thinking, and I thought it would be better if they were here because I have to admit that, they don't only exclude me, but I don't like to be with them. So it would be better if they did come so they could didstract my sister and I could rest in peace (while watching TV, I'm not so desparate as if to commit suicide). So in the car, I started telling my mom that my sister wanted to celebrate her birthday with me only because she wanted her presents earlier, not beacause she cared about the family budget (she has cried because she wants an electric pony that costs like a 1000 dollars, or more, so I know she does not care). So now, I get home and I reaaally want to see Dr. House (god, what a good series), but she starts nooooooo beacause she wants to see the damn soap opera, beacause she doesn't understand a thing, guess what, I don't understand the sicknessess (how do you write that?) either, but I still watch it and enjoy it. Well I have to go. Bye (no one)

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Hey people, I don't know why I write on this thing, nobody will ever read it, I think so. Well, today is going fine, I guess, locked up at home, like I usually do in vacations. My mom told me we are celebrating my birthday on Saturday, but real early, wich sucks, besides that, I will have to spend all night with my cousins, who I hate because they are weird, they watched discovery kids until they were like nine, (who does that?) because their mother decided to leave them in charge of my grandmother (like me and my sister), so I'm going to have to stand exclusion that comes from 9 year olds. I feel so sorry for myself, and whoever is reading this (probably no one) should feel sorry for me too, seriously. So I guess this birthday party will be a catastrophy, like the last one I had, I don't want to be excluded from my own party again, but maybe it doesn't count because I won't even have a real birthday party, I might only recieve phone calls saying congratulations, but not much more. At least I might get a birthday present from my grandparents and my cousins, but they'll probably give a barbie or something, so it won't really count. I'll keep on writing later on in the day, when I have something more to tell.

Back, um well, I'm back from swimming lessons, god I'm tired. My trainer gets so nasty when we are close to a competition, it is horrible. F didn't bother me much today, but she left early today, which is bogus because yesterday she trained with the big kids. Well, today in the locker rooms C and I talked about something other than our hate towards F. I am a bit worried though, because I made the big mistake of telling my mother how competitive things were getting, and she said something like -This isn't the spirit, when I got you in the swimming lessons I wanted you to be happy, not hateful- Booooooooring, and after she finished with yet another parental speech, I felt like screaming at her that I was happy being competitive, and I absolutely didn't care if we were in the same team, beacause swimming is an individual sport, and they won't give a medal to the whole team if only one gets the first place, and I want the medal. After dressing myself, I went upstairs to the pool were my dad was supposed to be waiting to take me home, but he was not there and my cell had a dead battery so I had to ask someone for a cell to call him, and like a half an hour later he showed up. Ugh. Well, that's about it for today, bye.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Today was the shittiest day ever. It started pretty well, but the end made me want to throw myself over the window (exaggeration). The shit started when I went to swimming lessons, I'm having a competition on Friday so I'm going everyday of the week. So I get in the pool and then I see F (I'm not saying her name) with her clothes on, so I supposed she was late so she did not want to get in. But when my class was done I see her getting into the pool, to swim with the bigger kids, who are better, only the best can get in there. So it turns out, I'm better than her, a lot, but I'm still swimming with the small kids, so that is sooo not fair. Besides my mom heard me talking about her with C (no names) and so she decides to give me one of her parental advice speeches, and it is so annoying. Then, just when I couldn't be more pissed off, she tells me that my father's stupid boss decided to invite my parents to his crappy house on Saturday 11, ON MY BIRTHDAY. So she starts telling me I won't be able to have my birthday party that day because he can't get out of it. All because my father was so eager to see my stupid competition that he decided to tell his boss that he couldn't go to a meeting because he was celebrating my birthday on Friday, wich was a stupid, crappy, shitty lie. So he can't tell his boss that my birthday really is on Saturday because his boss would see it was all a lie and that wouldn't look good wouldn't it? Yeah, the competition is the biggest one in all the country, and it is the first time I qualify, but isn't my birthday more important than a competition?