Is dreading your own birthday bad? I think so. Today, my stupid sister (did I metion she's a pain in the but?) got sick, so on Saturday I was supposed to have a small party, but beacause she got sick, I am going to have to suffer my birthday with my favorite cousins (you know sarcasm right? that was an example). For the first time in my life I hope that my birthday doesn't come. Not if I'm going to be bored with a sister who bosses everyone around cause she's sick. The worse part is that since my birthday was delayed, I will have to celebrate it with my stupid sister, so she'll go around telling everybody it's her birthday, I haven't done my birthday party with her since I'm like five. I wish she hadn't been born, or that she was born later, then my everything would be bigger, a bigger house, more clothes, everything better for my life, besides, I think I deserve it, I'm not the one who came to the world dedicated to ruin my sisters' life. My parents adore her, she is always the innocent one, they just refuse to believe she is the one that lies all the time. Besides, I always have to do what she wants me to do because "she is smaller and she doesn't understand" Guess what, I STARTED UNDERSTANDING WHEN I WAS FIVE YEARS YOUNGER THAN SHE IS NOW. Basically, she is so spoiled she makes me want to throw up. Maybe my cousin (other one, he really is the favorite) is right, maybe I should escape and go live with a friend, were my birthday would be celebrated properly, were someone actually cared about what I want and not only what my sister wants. If anyone ever reads this, please comment, and say what you think, even though it may be to late for that to be useful to me. Well, That is it, I'll write again after swimming lessons.
Yeah, so I'm back people (or no one), swimming went fine today, but for some seconds I felt as if C had been brainwashed by F, beacause she was obsessed with beating me, which kind of freaks me out beacause I don't like it when people are so obsessed with something, besides, she's my best friend so it is kind of scary
to see her so mean. Well, my sister went to the doctor, and unfortunately, she didn't have the swine flu, which was what I expected. It turns out that since she's sick, my super over protective uncle, probably won't let them come. So I started thinking, and I thought it would be better if they were here because I have to admit that, they don't only exclude me, but I don't like to be with them. So it would be better if they did come so they could didstract my sister and I could rest in peace (while watching TV, I'm not so desparate as if to commit suicide). So in the car, I started telling my mom that my sister wanted to celebrate her birthday with me only because she wanted her presents earlier, not beacause she cared about the family budget (she has cried because she wants an electric pony that costs like a 1000 dollars, or more, so I know she does not care). So now, I get home and I reaaally want to see Dr. House (god, what a good series), but she starts nooooooo beacause she wants to see the damn soap opera, beacause she doesn't understand a thing, guess what, I don't understand the sicknessess (how do you write that?) either, but I still watch it and enjoy it. Well I have to go. Bye (no one)
Yeah, so I'm back people (or no one), swimming went fine today, but for some seconds I felt as if C had been brainwashed by F, beacause she was obsessed with beating me, which kind of freaks me out beacause I don't like it when people are so obsessed with something, besides, she's my best friend so it is kind of scary
to see her so mean. Well, my sister went to the doctor, and unfortunately, she didn't have the swine flu, which was what I expected. It turns out that since she's sick, my super over protective uncle, probably won't let them come. So I started thinking, and I thought it would be better if they were here because I have to admit that, they don't only exclude me, but I don't like to be with them. So it would be better if they did come so they could didstract my sister and I could rest in peace (while watching TV, I'm not so desparate as if to commit suicide). So in the car, I started telling my mom that my sister wanted to celebrate her birthday with me only because she wanted her presents earlier, not beacause she cared about the family budget (she has cried because she wants an electric pony that costs like a 1000 dollars, or more, so I know she does not care). So now, I get home and I reaaally want to see Dr. House (god, what a good series), but she starts nooooooo beacause she wants to see the damn soap opera, beacause she doesn't understand a thing, guess what, I don't understand the sicknessess (how do you write that?) either, but I still watch it and enjoy it. Well I have to go. Bye (no one)
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